Table of Contents: “…-- Good, brave causes -- Damn you, England -- "The biggest floperoo ever" -- Runaway lovers -- Another perfect house party -- The case of Osborne's son -- Spiritual longing -- Third marriage -- Inadmissible Evidence -- A Patriot for Me -- The death of George Devine -- Breakdown -- The real thing -- My dear Tony -- Lost illusions -- "The chapter of accidents" -- Watch It Come Down -- A Better Class of Person -- Country matters -- What happened to Nolan -- En route to Shropshire -- Strindberg's man in England -- Déjávu -- The end -- Epilogue and the search for faith.…”